Existing

We exist in a World where there is worry, panic, trauma.

There also is happiness, love and support.

Each day comes with decisions and choices that are shaped by emotion.

Sometimes our personal viewpoints in a certain moment of panic or crisis can lead to choices that are later full of regret.

Right now, my life is full of good; smiles, laughter and positivity.

Yet ths impulsivity has come close to not only throwing my hard work away up until this moment but also future milestones would be sacrificed.

My lesson from today:

Risk could happen, yet it is something i view as past negative behaviour. I’m further on in my recovery than creating a relapse all over again. Where has relapse gotten me so far?

Hospital?

Barely surviving?

I’m not prepared to go back to that. Not worth the distress not only to myself but those I love.

My life isn’t perfect.
I’m not recovered.

But I WILL get there!

Recovery, albeit hard work, IS worth it!

AND IT IS POSSIBLE!