Healing everyday

Im not going to tell you it will be easy, cause I’d be lying.
But if you told me even just a year ago that I’d be living on my own, managing medication independently, using public transport every week, and studying… I wouldn’t believe you!
Things have changed.
But I can’t really pinpoint what made it different this time.
I’ve trialled these same living arrangements back a few years ago, and they were detrimental to my health and to my relationship with those I love.
Maybe it’s because I know it’s all my choice. I have to make the decision to show up every day. I know what makes me unwell and what actually helps.
But the thing that stands out is my resilience!
My capacity to withstand all barriers and difficulties is still shining!
Im still standing!!!
Still fighting!!!
In fact, it doesn’t feel like a fight anymore. It feels like something i know i NEED to do, to feel well, stay safe, and create a life worth living.
That didn’t happen overnight. But im aware that I look forward to each day and feel satisfied at the end of them.

Now, if that’s not healing, then I don’t know what is. It may not be perfect, but im healing.