Life is hard right now. The glow you once had has got lost amongst your struggles and challenges. You see no hope. The light has dimmed, and you can’t find your way out of this deep, black hole.
Although you want things to stop, for the torture to be over, to feel nothing, you still have a part of you who is fighting for the life that you are told is worth living. You are creating that life with the little strength you have left. The courage to take things an hour at a time is just enough to keep you from giving up completely. You’re not living right now, but managing to survive each moment, one at a time.
You are capable of creating the life that you’re working so hard to keep alive. You’re not focusing on staying alive because that feels overwhelming right now. Instead, you’re turning your attention to the necessary. The things that make each moment tolerable. To keep you surviving until living becomes manageable and possibly not as hard. It seems you have alot to live for on the outside, the people around you want you to stay in this world, so maybe you can hold on for the people who need you, just for now. Living because you want to live seems out of reach. But slowly, with steady progress, you will gain your glow back, things will become that little bit brighter. All will fall into place, my dear. Trust the process and slow everything down.
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