I’m not going to chase a version of me that made me unhappy and very very sick.

I’m not going to chase the girl who will ‘may be happy when she loses weight’ or ‘doesn’t NEED the chocolate’.

That version has been outlived. It’s out of date. It’s been updated. A new version, with different focuses and goals and qualities.

Im just……. Different!

The people around me are enjoying my company. They aren’t ‘walking on egg shells’.

I’m staying! I’m only going to get better, never stepping backwards to the past.

The past is done and although it made me stronger and resilient, I will never repeat the circumstances i put myself in.

This girl? She’s the truest version of HERSELF!